Till now

Monday, October 29, 2007

YESTERDAY

cabbed to bishan with yang and charis. damn, the driver cheated our money. haha

went bishan library but was pretty packed. thus, decided to get our stomach filled instead. so, we went to the foodcourt.

had fish and chip while charis had her pasta. yang was down with bad sore throat and there wasn't any stall selling porridge so, he didn't eat. he went off to timezone for his game while we 'study' at the foodcourt after finishing our food. haha

searched for brother's bag, but to no avail. thus, after yang's game, we headed back to yishun.

went nee soon cc but the reading room was full. so, we stay at the cafe. sis came. asked her to look after my stuff while i get home to change with charis.

after that, packed porridge for yang and went back to cc.

did art preparation till 6 plus then went home.

spend my night reading english composition, memorising some phrase and did 2006 o's math paper 1 correction till 3 then turn in.

TODAY

woke up at around 5. wanted to get to school early but charis said school gate won't be open only till it was 6.30. thus, took my own sweet time and eventually reached school only at 7 plus 8.

tears filled my eyes after english paper 1, it was daunting for me. most important subject and i did it that way. )': paper 2 was alright and i was luckily enough to have finish it on time unlike prelim.

break before math paper. packed food and went to the study room. chit-chatted with ntn. math paper 1 was alright but time was a little tight. but, i did finish. just didn't have time to check.

home sweet home.

i'm rushing off my feet for art! it's due tomorrow!

stop laying something at the door of others, stop.

you're at the back of beyond.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

it's gonna be a long pose ahead, a really long one. (:

25october
wasn't having any paper thus stay at home for the whole morning. wanted to get started for history revision but just can't get myself going.

went out with sis, julian and elyssa to northpoint to get what sis wanted to get for brother.

after that, headed to ljs to find some friends. after late lunch, kx, wm, leona, omella and owen went walking about northpoint while darrell headed home. charis and i went to nee soon cc to study.

cousin arrived shortly with sis and elyssa. we both started talking about history. i made up my mind, just gonna concentrated on two chapters. thought i know it's risky, but i had no choice. i'm left with limited time and limited space in my brain. blame in on me, i'm the cause of my own suffering. ):

cousin went off at around 9 plus to find his friend. shortly, sis and friend went home. both of us left at around 10 cause the shop was closing and went 200 mac to continue studying and left at around 11 plus.

home. continue studying till i finish one chapter which was so long and i slept only at 4. but, i'm happy then it's finished. haha

26/27october
wanted to get to school at 7 but did not manage to wake up cause i was too tired. instead of 7 i reached at 10.

study room was used for some stuff so meilin and i went to the library to study instead.

went walking about in the library cause it just seem hard for us to concentrate sitting down. sounds a little dumb but true for us. haha

two childish, irritating, rude and _ lower sec guy came playing in the library and was treating it like their home or what so ever.

how could we study in such an environment? thus, we were to tell them off. instead of apologizing, he was way off like a gangster, look as if he wanna fight back. yea, we dare him. he came running pass us but didn't even lay a finger on us. telling us he was sec 3 when it was openly seen as a lie with his short pants. what an ass. ran upon hearing patrick was calling mdm nair. but still, i guess they were caught eventually.

continue recapping on chapter 1 before chapter 6.

went walking about the school to get those notes inside. haha. saw next year sec 3 class and the subjects they were taking. and here's a little things to tell those who took geo- better study hard on your own. that's what a friend told me. amath- better start early or you will surly regret, surly. bio- goodluck. haha.

after which, went off to the centeen for chicken rice which darrell packed. finished and continue with the 'tour' around. did some last min recap with friends before heading off to the hall.

yongsoon was delighted when he knew war in pacific was out, so was meilin and i cause both of us only studied russia and war in pacific. both the topic was out. (: but, history repeated for me. once again, i didn't read the part for reason why japs attack pearl habour and that question came out again. there goes my 12 marks but maybe i'll get 4 marks for one point given? hai.

rushed home and got myself ready and packed for chalet. i know i shouldn't be going but still, i went. cabbed down with cousin and sis.

reached ARANDA and eventually got lost and went walking about without knowing where we were. one cute guy came helping us. ahaha. finally, we reached.

lots of brother's friends were there. but, luckily i knew some of them or it's gonna get boring. luckily my cousin was there too. his lame stuff kept us laughing though it's a little irritating. haha

night fells. zhiqiang, yupei, hongjie,peixiong went off early. followed by jiaxiong and kiasiang. some had to get going cause they were having probation. some of us stay in the chalet though we were hungry cause there were too many people downstair 'fighting' for food.haha. some return with nonsensical talking and unbalanced steps. yea, drunkard.

moment later, daddy and mummy came. cousin, sis and i went off to have dinner with them cause we don't seems to get anything to eat at the bbq, too many people. haha.

after dinner, went to get some stuff at 7-11 and daddy drove us back to chalet while they went back to yishun.

played poker cards for most of the time. eugene was damn unlucky. haha. keep losing and went to play soccer instead. teamed up with alwyn against other guys and we kept losing and shuffling. damn. haha.

showered and went to the bbq pit. finally, got to eat one chicken wing and hotdog. though it's only one but bbq food is one of the main purpose, yea? haha

went back to the chalet and sat around till around 2 plus then turned in. noise level was getting from bad to worst thanks to cousin, jiaxiong(came back at around 3) and some others. they wanted to wake people up with their singing and shouting. they did it, & very successfully. haha

till morning 7 plus 8 did they settle down and sleep. peace after such a long night. haha.

up and awake at 9 plus 10. changed and packed up. once again, the boys went running about playing catching and 'fighting'. & they sent almost everyone laughing. haha

checked-out. went our own way. cabbed back with cousin, sis and ken.

home sweet home. went straight to bed till around 8 then i woke up. haha

actually was having a study section with charis and yang just now. but, i cancel it cause i was too tired and lazy to get up. haha.

library tomorrow.

english paper 1&2 & math paper 1 on monday.
math paper 2 & art exam on tuesday-dead!

why~

why do i still love you &
why do i still think of you?

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

):

chemistry paper was a bad one for me, a bad one.

some said it was easy but some others claim that it was hard. no doubt, it was hard for me. most of us spend our time on topics that have higher possibility of coming out base on the tys. but never knew that questions turned out to be of the least possibility )):

forget it, we can't turn back time. shall just get started with other subjects. history paper on friday. and i haven even started revision. so, i guess i'm gonna risk. i'm left with no choice. & art paper is next tuesday and there's still many to be done. so much to do yet so little time to complete.

i'm always too late.

what's with people doing all sorts of stupid stuff?
you're making yourself look like a fool.
not someone one will look upon to.

there's always a time to stay.
& there's always a time to move on.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

did revision for amath paper 2 early in the morning at the study room. concentrated on topics that wasn't in paper one. finally i tried doing kinematics question. was having the thought of giving up kinematics. but after jiali told me the marks, decided to work a little on it.

paper 2 was easier then paper 1. many said so. (: but still a number of us hasn't enough time. but, anyway, we did our best and it's over.

and it's time to focus on chemistry!

school early tomorrow. and i'm loving it. cause i could ask for help instead of sitting around at home stressing. haha

beautiful.

Monday, October 22, 2007

i'm happy because.. i'm happy! (:
~thank you.

went to school early in the morning. was planning to study in the centeen but there was post exam activities for sec 1 and 2s. & they are using the centeen for their wet weather plan i guess. clearing all the benches and tables aside, leaving not even a corner for us. so, we went to the study room.

saw badminton camp proposal. and it's on the 21th, which means it's the day straight after prom. that means maybe we can't make it for the first day of the camp. ): let's see how things go about. maybe there may be changes.

studied, studied and studied. eraser war with pj and leona against others. haha. it was fun, distressing for a little moment and it was back to studying.

it's a happy thing to know that the paper is gonna be over soon and we won't have to touch them after that. but, it's still fearful to know the fact that we'll be having our paper the following afternoon. lots to go into the brain but i never managed to absorb in.

reported at around 2 and headed to the classroom. yea, classroom. we were kind of shocked to know we were having our paper in the classroom earlier on. but, forget it. we don't have a choice, do we?

i guess i screwed paper 1. i had only completed 3 question out of 12 using 1 hour plus. the rest were just done rushing cause i was only left with half an hour. there wasn't enough time for me. sadden. )): i suck at time management. argh! i had only myself to blame then. ):

studying harder for paper 2. i'm not gonna let the teacher's effort and mine go to waste. gonna pass amath!!!

gonna be in school early in the morning tomorrow to study again. study!!

(:

i'll just have to accept the fact that we can't get together.
i'll just have to.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

YESTERDAY

was up late and ended up late for amath lesson for 2 hours. was way too tired to get up of bed.

covered four topics for today and i’m glad to say that it’s almost finishing. haha.

lesson ended an hour earlier cause everyone was too tired to absorb any further.

went off to northpoint with leona and adelina, adelina went home a few stops before northpoint while we went to meet weiming they all who left off without us, just to pass them the worksheet.

headed off to the foodcourt for lunch while waiting for yvonne.

after that, went to bk to study with yvonne while leona went home. we didn’t really study much. it was more like a chit-chatting section then a study section. haha.

leona came at around 4 and she started studying. but, still, the both of us talked. it’s seems pretty hard to concentrate and I had no idea why either.

yvonne went off earlier at around 6. started studying at around 7 plus. did revision and 2006 o’s paper. it looks pretty easy on the surface but somehow, when i attempted the question, i got stuck. things we learn for the pass few days were in the paper but, i just can’t seems to do it. this worried me, really.

saw lots of familiar faces when we were studying, too many to even mention the name. haha.

walked to 2oo plus mac at around 11 cause bk was closing. saw lincoln’s big groups of friends outside. i just realized that i was still in my school attire at this late hours. people may think i’m just crazy and too obsessed in my studies. and this totally reflected the opposite. haha.

went off at around 1.30. accompany leona to get a cab before heading home.

i’m so envy when my friend's parents called to see/check where they are and asked them not to be home too late cause it was dangerous or what so ever, but not my parents. but, some of my other friends felt otherwise. humans are just way too difficult to be pleased. probably that applys for some humans only. hahaha.

TODAY

yea, i’m going out to study with leona and charis. cause amath paper is tomorrow! and i’m fear stricken!!

shall update more tonight if i'm free. but i guess i won't be.

school tomorrow at 6 plus 7am for amath on our own will. seems a little too over but i'm sure it's worth it. (:

please don't get me down and sick when i'm having my big O's, please..

i’ll get over someday, someday.

Friday, October 19, 2007

went to school at around 2. had porridge which leona get for us for lunch and started amath work. learned sketching and logarithmic and did practices on it.

well, was pretty tired and went off to the hall to find them. watched some art feast performances. the drama turn out a little like a comedy. all of us had a good laugh, especially adelina. haha.

went off wanting to get back to work, ended up playing captain ball. didn't really run much, was having breathing difficulties thanks to flu. got called into the HOD room all of a sudden. thought something wasn't right but, turn out to know that i was called in to get my composition. haha. and i pass, though i anyhow wrote it. haha.

game ended when i got out from the HOD room. headed to the study room, packed our stuff and went to the centeen. did art and went off at around 8 cause not much teacher was there.

walked with leona and pj to 400plus and bused home while they went to eat dinner.

home sweet home.

amath lesson again tomorrow and it starts at 8am! paper is on monday! getting a little nervous all of a sudden. hopefully what is learn will come out, hopefully.

probably going to study with yvonne after that. it had been some time since i studied with her.
my adviser. haha

moments shared were memories kept.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

YESTERDAY

what a bad and tiring day.

was up with a bad throat and slight flu. damn, damn, damn.

meet some friends and trained to kahtib for some stuff. got them settled and done, trained back to meet leona at yishun. went popular to get our stuff and went off to food court, packed food and bused back to school for amath lesson.

did matrices and test correction for integration, rate of change and approximation for the whole afternoon. was too sleepy to concentration but i have to. damn.

headed off for captain ball at around 5. went to get the ball and was caught for wearing red shoes. wth!

didn't care much and carried on with the game. it's hell lots of fun. haha. but, got blister in the end. && it's on both leg, so was leona's. but, we enjoyed. (:

game ended and was eventually told to write an essay for wearing red shoes as punishment. DAMN. walked off and ignored what was told. pissed off.

headed to study room to get my stuff. went to the centeen and moment later was called out. so, eventually, i still have to write the essay. no point proposing anyway, i'll still have to do something in the end. so, what's the point of giving a new proposal.

down, down, down. )):

went off to continue amath lesson. did permutation and combination. after that, did tys and sat there dreaming till night study ended.

home sweet home.

TODAY

throat was better but flu became worst.

up early, showered, changed and went off to meet charis and ruike at bus stop. cabbed to school. had them packing mac for me. (:

was a little nervous for practical as i wasn't really very prepared.

practical was pretty alright actually. (: one down, but lots more to go. haha. (:

continue with amath lesson at the study room at 2. lots of fun during lesson. people playing and fighting. haha. so lame yet enjoyable. take it as a breathing in between. yea? haha

went off to the centeen for night study at around 6. & i finished the composition after much help from some of my friends. (:

it was a rather unless night as i spend too much of the time playing and dreaming. not much study was done. i really should stop, really.

home sweet home

amath lesson tomorrow again. all the way till night study. perhaps i should turn in early tonight. but still, it depends. cause there's work to be done! sadden. ):

how do i?
i wish i could too.
i envy your friends so much, so much.

trying hard.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Yesterday

luckily i woke up late or else i'll be making a waste trip to kahtib mrt station. the meeting was suppose to be on wednesday and i thought it was on monday. what a laughingstock. haha. & i stay up till 6 just to get them drew. argh!

went back to sleep after that till around 2. cooked noodles for myself before heading off to school for night study.

was planning to do chemistry but teacher did not turn up. so, i did amath in the end. miss ong is so blur. haha.

home sweet home. did amath rate of change. it's damn irritating. simply can't solve it. aidan and alwyn came. aidan is so damn crappy, talk so much nonsensical stuff about girls. & we watched the tv show about some supernatural stuff and alwyn wanted to change the channel every time the scary part came. haha.

continued with my work after they went out for supper.

Today

woke up at around 3 plus 4. showered and changed and went off to school cause there's a test and we got to reach at 5.

damn, the test is stressing me. it was alright for the first question. but, not the rest which set my brain cracking. it can be done but i doesn't seems to get them right. perhaps many mistakes ended someone boiling and eventually wanted to give up. perhaps.

went off at around 8.30. bused to northpoint for our dinner-ljs. sat there talking after we finished our food. it's so fun talking to them. haha.

home sweet home.

brother and sister is having a fight. & yea, i'm stuck in the middle. both care about each other but did it in the wrong way. & i'll have to sort things out. ..

well, i'll have to wake up early for art meeting tomorrow at kahtib mrt station. gonna meet leona after that and go for amath intensive lesson at 12noon all the way till night study ends. it's gonna be a damn tiring day.

science practical on THURSDAY-18oct.
additional math on MONDAY& TUESDAY-22&23oct.
so much things yet so little time.

it's way too hard..

Sunday, October 14, 2007

i was right. i didn't manage to wake up in the morning after i went off to sleep. my apology to charis for making her wait for me for hours, sorry! (:

we cabbed to woodland and as we expected, it was packed. thus, we decided to find the book we want, borrow and go back to yishun. but, no book was found! sadden. went off to the toilet before going off. &&& i went into the male toilet. oh my! it's so embarrassing! and someone saw that! how could i enter without looking at the sign. omg! haha.

trained back to yishun and back to charis's house to get something printed. at the same time waited for leona to get ready. had instant noodles at charis house. was msn-ing with mr fong sheng yang who copied my name. haha. i'll send him a lawyer letter for insulting my family name too. ahaha. inside joke. (:

at around 3, went off to meet leona at bk. took a rest for a few minutes and started drawing. charis went off after accompanying her mum to cold storage. went off to popular to get stuffs but forgotten to buy what i went over for, battery.

just then, saw shengyang and kangwen. some fool was hiding behind the pole when i had already saw him. haha. but, at least he was good, he went to get battery for me. haha

kw went home with sy accompanying him to the interchange. after that, sy came back and we chit-chatted. and he went off to meet his mum for dinner after that and we continued doing our work. saw yvonne with esther there too.

something happened at bk left leona and i laughing out loud. three kids were running about bk's counter getting water every now and then. one little boy went to hide behind the bin and started calling his friends. after that, he came out and on the way out, he bang his head. after that, his friend came chasing him and he started running and bang right onto the glass door. ouch! but, he could still laugh so loud. omg. haha. if you get to witness it, you'll know how funny it was. haha.

went off at around 10 and we walked home.

can't turn in early tonight. thanks to art. still got to wake up early in the morning tomorrow to meet teacher at kahtib mrt station. ): i'm tired!

warmness of the soul- avenged sevenfold

i wish all could be back, i wish.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

library section yesterday was stressful! & the stuff at the counter wasn't of much help. we asked for the subject and she told us to search ourselves. luckily there's some other librarian who was kind enough to help us look for it. (:

yesterday night study was damn quiet. little people turn up. ):

went off to kahtib cc after night study and most of the time was spend dreaming. till a few minutes before charis and i went home was spend doing chemistry.

was up late today. cause i turn in pretty late last night for my art. haha.

it has been some time since i had last drawn. the feeling is so nice. (: but, soon, i'll be stressing over not getting things done. it's a topic that i love. but, there's so little pictures to refer to. which means i'm gonna have a hard time doing research! )): help!

hmm, i shall get going to meet some friends at kahtib cc for study section. (:

EDITED AT 04.40AM

cab to find some friends at jeremy's house instead of kahtib cc. haha. and, we had steamboat and bbq at jeremy's house! they are all so talented, music pros. (:

left at around 11 plus and walked to 300 plus to meet regina. while the rest headed off to 800 plus.

went walking about aimlessly around 3oo plus and finally ended up at 325 void deck with regina. sat there talking and doing lame stuff cause we were bored. after that, alex and jackson came. talked, played and fought. haha. alex was such a poor thing. 3 against 1, yea? haha.

at around3am, walked to the petrol station and get some food and drinks. then cabbed home while they walked their way.

home sweet home at around 3 plus. took a cold bathe and felt so awake, can't sleep.

woodlands library tomorrow. hopefully i'll be able to get myself out of bed in the morning. we'll have to get a place and it's gonna be so packed. so, we'll have to get there early. maybe i should stay up for the whole night till morning. cause if i were to sleep, i doubt i'll be able to get up. haha. maybe. but, i'm tired!

someday, things will turn out better. (:

that photo, ..

keep them all inside, all inside.

if only~

Friday, October 12, 2007

Yesterday

slept all the way from morning 5.30am to 4 plus 5, just in time to call my teacher. so, she gave a few pointers and left me to decide for the choice i wanted.

showered, changed and went off for night study.

the bus driver really pissed me off. someone pressed the bell but he didn't even bother to stop the bus. so, i alighted at the next stop and walked all the way to school. damn.

spend my night study deciding what i should choose for art. went about asking some of them for some opinion. landed some of them into trouble. scolded for talking non-stop. till the time we told that teacher that we were talking about art then she simply answer us with: 'o.o, you can talk but not shout.' did we? maybe a little louder, i guess. but, she pissed leona off. she really did. thus, leona went off to some other places where she won't get to see that teacher.

so, i finally came to my conclusion of what i wanted and message my teacher. after which, i spend my time sitting around or help arvie with math. but, pj and another teacher did a much more better job then i did. job, as in teaching arvie. haha.

did amath with miss ong mintues before night study ended. cause she was pretty busy with some others and had got no time for me. she's really busy, very busy. haha

home sweet home.

had my dinner and watched tv with my sister.

she went off to the room and after a while, glass breaking sound was heard. so, i went finding out what happened. this clever sister of mine broke the fluorescent lamp which i had no idea how she did it. bits and pieces of the tube were on the floor and our bed. so, we got to clean up the place before she could turn in. wore shoes in and get that damn dark place cleaned and left a note on the wall, reminding my parent to wear shoe or whatever foot wear in before entering. there bound to be some broken pieces laying around cause it was too dark to do a nice clean up.

off she went to sleep and i continued watching tv. i just can't turn in before 3 plus 4. weird, or probably i'm use to it. haha

Today

was up early today. i didn't know i can managed to sleep so late and woke up so early. haha.

it's so early and there's nothing to do. can't study, it's too early for that. haha. so, maybe i shall go search for my art stuff. i miss doing that. (: but, soon, i'll hate doing that. ahahaha.

further searching at the library at late afternoon with charis before night study later on.

okay, i just went looking for some pictures on foetus for art. but, it seems a little gross and i decided to stop searching. damn, i don't even dare to open the damn file. had charis opening it and telling me the content before i did. how!?

bygones be bygones, still friends. (:

sometime it really hurts to know the fact that he's gone.
but, maybe it's better to know the truth.
someday, i will still have to face the fact that he's gone.
it just take some time to work things out.

no more hope,
but still a great amount of love for you.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

went to school at around 12 plus 1 just to get art paper 2 question. lots of thinking involved. help!!!

after that, headed to the library with meilin to find lala, leona and jiali. they told us what they did in class today. guess some of us miss out a number of fun.
ntn + tg= gayz

sat at the library till 2 plus, wanted to get some food but, not much left. thus, ordered mac. after that, lala, jiali and leona went for amath lesson.

meilin and i went back to the library to study. leona and some other came, skipping amath. then we went into the room. it was freezing like hell. played some treasure hunt with ishaq, peirong and eileen. went hiding ishaq's shoes. just for some fun. haha

danny and kaliong came in at around 4 plus. they were so bad, make the delivery man come back just to get them their chilli. haha. but, it wasn't their fault after all as they did state clearly they wanted 15 packet but they only gave them 6 packet. haha. chilli eater.

went off to have our captain's ball game. (: it was fun. it has been so long since we last played that way. enjoyable. (: but, after we girls finish our game, we played with sec 5 guys. 14 against 5. haha, it seems as if we girls were bullying. but, they don't mind. but, half way, or should i say after a few mintues, mdm au stopped our game. such a wet blanket. but, nevermind, be it, anyway we shall be discipline. it's time to study, we shall study. (:

processed to night study. it's integration again. but, i love it. haha.

home sweet home.

gonna be off to do tys for integration. promised i'll hand them in tomorrow, so i shall do what i promised. (:

was planning to go east coast with regina, andrew and friends tomorrow. but, felt kind of bad cause i should be studying. so, didn't in the end. sorry, regina.

a burden it seems,
till we lose it then we realizes it wasn't.
no point crying over it,
cause it's too late to do so.
~randomness

if only, so much of this word.
if only..

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

was woken up by charis's call saying that o's art question paper is out. which means there will be work to do. i got to get it personally. so, it's a must to attend school tomorrow. further more, there's a planned captain's ball match with some friends. maybe i shall go later, not in the morning. haha. works coming!

spend my time laying in bed cause i'm too lazy to get up. though i'm hungry, i can't seems to get myself moving to fill my stomach. no breakfast, no lunch. probably packing food to school for night study. anyone wants anything?

yea, night study tonight and i have yet to finish my amath tys. i guess miss ong gonna scold. but, at least i opened the book and give it a try. but sad to say, i fail to solve any of the question. haha

science practical is coming. 18october. i'm hoping i won't screw it like how i did for my prelim. hopefully i don't.

bro, aidan and alwyn's birthday chalet is nearing. some fun between o's. haha. gonna go shopping to get their birthday presents ready. (:

and, know what, bro promised to bring us out to shop and he's paying. ahaha.

EDITED AT 01.27AM

not many people turn up for night study.

ernest was send home for wearing slipper to school. that explains his comment in friendster and shout out.

did tys integration. but, sad to say, only managed to finish 6 question. pj and i planned to finish 8 question by 7.30 but we fail to do so, in fact we took up all the time. but, at least we manage to learn inversing the process of integration.

bused home.

Mandy Moore- Only Hope

if only we were meant to be.

Monday, October 08, 2007

Yesterday

was home the whole day. did nothing other then sleeping. though i was suppose to be studying. haha.

but at least i did some math at midnight. but, it turn out so disappointing. just pass for the paper. it's time i start practicing my math. haha.

Today

after some time, i finally went school. but, still i was late and had ntn waiting for me in the centeen, ended up late missing one english period. and i guess i owe them an apology. sorry, girls. went through the 2006 maker opinion thingy. poor jiali, due to omella, leona and meilin. haha.

went to meet mrs lam with jiali. handed up my edusave form and off i went. saw damien, peirong, ruike and kenneth waiting for jem. so, i stay too instead of going for bio lesson. damien had his concert in the 'piano room'. he sang well, really well. some compliment for damien wee. haha.

JIALI, cheer up. (:

stay there till lesson ended and waited for meilin with leona. bused home. took a nap till 5, got myself ready and went back to school.

night study was fruitful. i finally know what organic chemistry chapter was about. regretted not studying them early on.

stirring trouble doesn't seem to be the best way out. think hard.

it's another late night. not till 4am will i be able to turn in. no idea why either. but, at least i could spent my time studying. and i'm not attending school tomorrow. so, fear not. haha.

EDITED

it's 5.33am, but i can't seems to fell asleep. i'm thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking and thinking, all of a sudden.

you're way too beautiful to be forgotten.

you came to my mind..

Saturday, October 06, 2007

04october2007

didn't went school.

went drive thru mac to study with yvonne. rushed to finish integration. and asked yvonne some chemistry question. a rather serious teacher. haha.

study till around 5 plus, charis came and we had our dinner. after that, packed mac for some of them. cabbed to school while yvonne alighted at her house.

reached and heard that jiali lost her phone. thus, we went searching for it. eventually, found it with the uncle. i hasn't any idea either. haha.

night study was spend asking damien question for integration. eventually, ended up asking lizhen. now, damien owe her 10 cups of drinks for she managed to do that question which damien said she can't. haha.

:D

after that, i went home while the rest went kahtib cc to continue studying.

found out from daddy that teacher called him saying that i didn't went school. but, i told daddy that i did practically nothing in school, myself i stayed at home. and off he went. which means he allows. haha.

05october2007

didn't went school again.

was home sleeping for the whole afternoon cause yesterday slept only at 4am. woke up at around 5pm, showered, changed and went off to school.

few people turn up for night study. 23 people if i'm not wrong.

did integration again. cause miss ong want them handed in by today.

accompany leona to the toilet and it's so creppy. when we open the door, it was almost like we entered an air conditional room. it was pretty stuffy outside and how did the toilet manage to be that cooling. thus, both of us ran.

saw miss ong and mrs yee on the way out and they asked what happened. thus, we told them. miss ong went with us the second time and she wasn't scare at all. but, still, we found it pretty weird. after leona was done, we ran out again.

told some of them and they went to check it out. they felt the coldness and did what we did as well.

we were left in doubt.

no slipper, no home clothes and no entrance later then 6.15pm for night study from monday onwards or we'll be send home.

bused to northpoint and had dinner at mac. sat there chit-chatting. jeremy came to meet damien.

charis went off at around 11 while the rest of us at 12 plus. leona, yongsoon and damien cabbed home while jemjem and i walked home.

sorry, damien.
jeremy, thanks for accompanying me home and sorry for the trouble.

still gonna do ten years series now for tomorrow amath lesson though it's already 2am plus now. sadden. ):

EDITED AT 1.37PM

Today

woke up by peijie's call. well, i was late for amath lesson, really late. cause of the late night, again. was supposed to be in school at 8 but i reached only at around 10 plus.

everyone was doing integration. since i was done with it, i stare and daydream. after that, went through common mistakes with miss ong and did some integration word problem.

went off at around 11.40. went to look for mummy and after that, packed food home.

gonna sleep for a few hours before studying. tired, tired, tired.

out to study, anyone? text me. (:

it's the memories that stays.
that's contented enough.

i miss you.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

03october2007

didn't went school today. was planning to go for night study only. but, the girls all not going. thus, eventually, all didn't went.

had charis over to find my mum and got some stuff back home on my behalf. thanks. (:

met regina at around 3. hang around northpoint while charis went home to change and get her stuff. after some time, regina left. went over to mac to find weixi. xinfang and sijing was there as well. moment later, charis came and we went off for kahtib cc.

it was almost full, lots of people were studying there as well. leona and omella were there already. we had our lunch and started studying.

omella went off at around 8. just then, damien, yongsoon, jemjem, kenneth, shujian, jem's so called cousin and one nbss ex guy which i had no idea what was both of their name came. thus, three of us moved outside to join them.

went off to the toilet and damien suddenly scream behind me, trying to scare me. but, to no avail as i was in deep thoughts about some stuff. sorry damien, your effort came to waste. (: on the way back, another guy went crawling on the ground wanted to scare me but fail again. sorry jemjem. haha. i was still thinking about some stuff. but, at least you still scare damien and shujian. uh huh. haha.

started playing poker while studying. yongsoon was so pissed off with his cards. haha.

charis went off. around 11 plus then did the rest of us left. the boys walked home while leona and i cabbed home.

now, gonna start doing my amath work.

nothing more do i want.
i just want us back like friends.

i hate the way things turn out.
i can't..

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Happy Birthday, DADDY! (:

a rather short post ahead as brother's going out. so, i got to rush. (:

didn't went school today.

went downstair to find yvonne for some stuff at around 2. after that went to find mummy and had lunch with her. (:

went back home, change and went to meet regina to study. went kahtib cc and happened to see charmaine, jasmine, huiqi and friends there.

moment later, yiguang and jackson came. i taught regina math. haha. (: waicong came after that.

daddy came to pick me up for dinner at around 7. went taste of thailand for daddy's birthday. actually, was having buffet but something went wrong. thus, had TOT. saw charmaine(again) there too. having dinner with her brother.

after that, daddy drive me to 630 to meet regina again. jiasheng was there too. we sat and chit-chatted. they're so funny. lots of jokes. haha. at around 9 plus, we walked with the guys till 400 plus before we girls took bus home.

home sweet home

i miss you, lots..

Monday, October 01, 2007

Happy Children's Day !
-though it wasn't meant for us.
& Happy Birthday Kevin's Mum!

yesterday

went nee soon cc bomb shelter study with charis, weixi and shengyang. englee, ruike and ruike's sis happened to be studying there as well. & i saw weixiang too. after some time. haha

it was smelly and quiet inside. lots of people were there too. probably cause it was quiet. but, i'm so not use to studying in sure quietness. thus, i didn't really study after all. asked shengyang to accompany me out to walk.

weixi and charis came out saying they were hungry. thus, we went ljs for their late lunch. had kevin joining us and went back to cc together. ruike and sis went off early followed by englee who stayed to look after our stuff. so kind of him. haha.

at around 7.30, we all went off. charis, sy and kevin walked their way while weixi and i bused home.

today

went school at around 10 and had english summary skills lesson in the ava room. last section with the teacher. she's CUTE. haha. and she's good, really good.

bio lesson was spend doing one reflex question and lots of chit-chatting. haha

went to get my result slip during lunch. indeed, badly done. after moderation, my sci still 28. it's really time to buck up, seriously.

went for science mock test. but, it doesn't seem like a test. we were allowed to refer to notes. science mock test was long, way too long. we finished earlier but wasn't allowed to leave. thus, meilin, charis, ruike and i sneaked off.

packed early dinner home cause having night study at 6. ate and sat there for a while and eventually fall asleep. woke up at 5.45 and went to shower. though i was running late, i still took my own sweet time. haha.

met ruike and charis at around 6.30. went to get some sweets and drinks and cabbed to school.

night study was fruitful. did integration stuff. thanks to weiming and ernest i manage to finish what was told to be done. haha. bused home with them at around 9 plus. but i went home while some of them went off to kahtib cc to continue studying.

not gonna attend school tomorrow. haha.

why did it turn out this way?

too far beyond reach.